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2008-Nov-5,08:16

Chapter 17 The marriage and love (1)

Chapter 17 The marriage and love (1)   
Bei Bei is said, your personality is destined so, it is sure to be shaken by your three outly to your very good man who always follow one's advice, you wish eagerly that kind bombs blazing emotion that split open, thirst for one stubbornly, resolutely, the ability and intelligence is outstanding, can grasp the situation and order you, renovate you, reward you, caress you firmly, man of the energy brute force making you convincing on base. 
The ice is blue, go back with me, I can't let you stay here alone. Xiao Cheng says firmly, you believe me. 
Xiao Cheng, I have been already all scratched up. 
It so happened, I am a doctor. 
I keep silent unbendingly. 
The ice is blue, you should be happy, you do not know how I like you who are happy. Now, you let me love. Is this life that you want? Confused dark life. 
Yes, I need, save perhaps, unable to save one's own, can only draw support from others' arm as me. I fear, let down Cheng Xiao just, such a pure natural man, do I have courage to bear his love? 
The ice is blue, go with him, you should originally belong to your normal natural life. Though I hate to part with you very much. The little goblin nipped the cigarette and killed it in the cigarette jar, suddenly stood up, laughed very freely and easily, this world divides and shuts jointly in a lot of, what is this? You do not have a great beauty, it is not a handsome boy full of ideas for state policy or programs, need I tingle for your nose? 
But my nose tingles. This woman, is in fact lonely too, the love that she is being banished, is banishing her at the same time in love. Whom we need can sit friend together while being silent one sometimes, there is a person in the room, not lonely any more. 
I have moved to and become there, the new house, very succinct equipment, the playing up of light bottom and big pieces of color lump desolately. 
Hello, irritate color apt to let people neurasthenia very much. I suspect whether you are the schizophrenia. I claim to Xiao Cheng. With him, have no reason to be unhappy. Even happiness on representation floats. 
Xiao Cheng is very kind to me, extraordinary patience, forgive my angry temperament apt to be rash. To tell the truth, if you can not choose man's any defects, and I, is unable to accept his emotion to me whole-heartedly. 
Bei Bei say personality of you destine so, to you being sure to three shake you out in very good man that always follow one's advice, you wish eagerly that kind bombs blazing emotion that split open, thirst for one stubbornly, resolutely, the ability and intelligence is outstanding, can grasp the situation and order you, renovate you, reward you, caress you firmly, man of the energy brute force making you convincing on base. 
Oh, am I so low-down? 
You think. 
Think about it now, it seems that what Bei Bei is said is not unreasonable, I like that kind of tough man compulsorily, what it seems that only like that, with so strong a rival could find the fun of life when contend. 
How to describe and become desolately? A very obedient big pure boy, there are no too many emotional experiences, believe the love, it is sincere to believe, believe forever too. 
Sometimes I present the warmth like family in the heart once seeing him, like seeing brothers. In being the busy in he on the every day the busy to blow outside loud whistle,it scheming happy, though two fifteen six people of year old too, but filling sunshine so, it is warm and happy to let people look at. 
I remain unchanged, write characters of me every day, boil rice porridge, wipe, go out, take a walk, see sunshine go to meadow go to school child of the step, make in the heart warm little by little. There are very good facilities in the district, the neighbourhood is very hospitable too, sit on swing downstairs getting sun like my patient sometimes, are there old men that say, the girl, your face is not good, has the body been uncomfortable? I am smiling and looking at the old man, then sit under the sunshine together, review the life of old man these decades. Only they themselves know, chatter, because they are really lonely too in the old men's loneliness, need a person who can accompany them to speak. 
I ask Xiao Cheng, you say, when you like a person very much, you can listen to her chattering very patiently, after that kind of passion of yours goes over, hear, it chatters to be can very irritated and very much no patient, want to look for an excuse to run away very much   
Xiao Cheng is looking at me, is liking and passion contradictory? Not passionate, can like too. I think, when there is no passion, estimate, suit already, chatter, can feel not strange also. But person chattered to change for another come might on patient then. 
In fact that is to say patiently, it is not patient not to like when when likes, in charge of his ever liking? 
In fact if you take notice of the feeling of that person, care about him, hope for him well, will tolerate his chattering. If does not like, he is the quiet sitting not to trouble you aside, it will be irritated too more that you thought. 
How terrible, no wonder so many marriages all became and detested each other finally. 
Father Nanny I say to take me. My father speaks my mother too sometimes, " very irritated, a thing tosses about, " My mother is unhappy sometimes after hearing, say very angrily " what irritated irritated " ,I father sigh a few words, pacify my mother conversely. But answer I, might on say you think you, you here what is there more irritated very conscientiously. But my father can not. It means I father I emotion of mother and I different in emotion of mother to me correctly. 
That would be strange equally. Your father may afraid that explain the more irritated. You are a child, your mother humours you, does not argue with you, in that family, can not return your daddy to humour your Mummy, or where to let the matter rest so easily. 
However, I believe expert says a certain love on TV, the passion likes being will always be turned into the kindred and loved. But I think, the kindred liked transforming by the passion loves, and the kindred coming through blood relationship loves is still different. If my own wife, I think I will treasure carefully, unwilling. Besides, it is a good thing to chatter, there were companions speaking old. Of few words and still not extremely gloomy. In a word, I am quite confident to the marriage, I think that know thoughtfully big at age.   
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