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2008-Nov-5,08:17

Chapter 18 Meet again in surprise (2)

Chapter 18 Meet again in surprise (2)   
In fact I do not blame him. 
Certainly you can't blame him, if wanting to blame, blame yourself, the disappointing fellow! The man is curious and lustful forever, the so-called good man can command the sports of other parts of the body with the brain, that is to say reason can inhibit impulse. Have, shut up, you the idiot does not can believe others deceive little what of girl just, all kinds of my wives understand I, depend on, this words little girl listen to, can smile, feel a pain in the chest when breathing now, there is not a little intention. 
All right, don't decrease in this way, OK? Anyway has already gone over. 
You, had better learn a fall into the pit, a gain in your wit, looking at rather clever children, the brain has been all bantered beautifully. 
Do you finish having? Amahs are not all so wordy as you, facing toward the mirror and say another word, the happy thing does not know and mention, know, choose Chen sesame rotten grain these, irritated? I wash Bei Bei and shout eight degrees high. 
Bei Bei is reluctant to show weakness too, draw back a posture of quarrelling. How how,care too the getting incorrect on you, if not not watch at 20 more than years at surface of friend, it is even ignored to ask that I dies. 
All right, Xiao Cheng runs out from the kitchen, the hands full of water draw back us, don't be noisy, quarrel once meeting, disappearing stops subdueing and stopping. 
You shut up! We two wash Xiao ChengDa to call at the same time, became desolately immediately child's form closed the mouth, a face is hurt and wronged, three people laugh heartily. 
Do you know why you can not marry? 
We are happy, we two become being desolate according to beating. 
In the evening, bore with Bei Bei in a quilt, seem to get back to ten years ago, make a fun for quite a while laughing and jokingly. 
The moon outside window is very big and very round, remember at that time, Bei Bei was the quilt creeping into me like this too, look at outside window full moon, relate to the fact that I say everything of north Su with joy. 
Bei Bei, have you been unable to forget Su Yang all the time? 
Bei Bei is reticent, has crossed it for a long time, she has said, that section remembers beautiful very much, I am unable to smash it. 
I am sorry. 
Blue, you must not say so, this does not matter with you, really. Actually Su Yang would go abroad, I did not want because I upset the track of his life. 
I know Bei Bei and lie, well-meaning lie. 
Have you looked for him? 
In fact, in the past two years, I looked for, but everybody did not have his news, he seems that it is general to disappear, seems to cast aside everything passing, I think, we have already lost. 
Do you want to see him? I have asked an idiot's question. 
Bei Bei is said, do you still remember long-haired pelt? 
That deceived us to sell cicadas a shell as a child, the fellow treating your baby's head as the soccer and playing, how could forget? 
Yes, at that time, he was still our idol at marriageable age. It is very high, very handsome. 
Oh, think in spring again? Why talk about him? Will not you have a leg with him? 
Bei Bei stares at me. The first some day I see he, one middle aged man that put on weight, bring child, the look is wooden, the ones that did not have that year are daring and energetic. Thought that felt sad at that time, made a detour and went away. Live! 
Looking at the moon outside window, we no longer speak, think of one's own worry each. I worry about by Bei for Bei, nearly 30 age, still living in 20 year old of memories, her world, has refused all invasion sedulously, I know her hope with unbending heart, she wait for north Su. 
I pray under the moon, God, please open eyes, this world has too many regrets, please help. 
The ice is blue, did Bei Bei suddenly say, are there small soldiers in your heart? 
I have hit one quiverly sometimes, don't mention him to me, he lets me feel sick. 
Are you still hating him? 
No, he is not worth my hating. 
But you are obviously. He is in your heart, right? 
Bei Bei, are all the thing in the past, I had already faded from memory slowly, unwilling to remember those injury again too. 
In fact, the ice is blue, you should listen to the small soldier explaining, perhaps what difficulties he has. 
Bei Bei, you mustn't say, I do not want to hear this name. My mood is a little excited. 
No Bei Bei's words again. Has cooled down, I am surprised at one's own response, put the small soldier in my bottom of heart? Man whom I forgot sedulously by various methods. Perhaps it is at heart in yours that some people carve, how diligent and unable to obliterate. Yes, I hate the young soldier, hate his letting me use for one year and wait to bring his betrayal in a moment, hate his catching all of my weaknesses, defeat me easily, hate his giving me so much bright memory and so much deep injury. 
I am the ice of Scorpio is blue. 
With Xiao Cheng one day the warm,time Is long will feelings with family, yes, this man, he has entered into my life slowly, I begin to accept his tender feeling slowly. He is much riper, no longer so active before, there was not too much giving pleasantly surprisedly to you, can not write poems either, but he cares about your life meticulously, he is very optimistic and optimistic, have a calm and calm heart, it seems not to be that this age of his have. Xiao Cheng has very happy families, parents are all teachers, very in love, a pair of old men that husband and wife treating each other with courtesy, it is interesting to be kind and gentle, Xiao Cheng grows under such an environment, is the happiness that our institute can't realize, he has a very healthy psychology. And I, think sometimes oneself is morbid state. Leisure desolate to can become drawing, draw color in the works very abundant, I sit sunshine in front of the window read silent sometimes, he is describing my silhouette silently, smiles at each other knowingly once in a while, seem to reach a certain tacit understanding too, is this a feeling of the family?   
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