Chapter 18 Meet again in surprise (4)
Chapter 18 Meet again in surprise (4)
This is Xiao Cheng's the first time to tell me in that case, curiously, I do not feel sickening at all. Having really accepted this man slowly, perhaps, has already fallen in love with him, I do not know.
Should let Bei Bei be greatly surprised, I am too impatient to wait.
Part four
Chapter 19 Happy life (1) of the evil spirit Bei Bei
Not waiting for him to finish saying yet, the small soldier has already gone to by me, he is looking at me with smile with that pair of eyes that can vary countless kinds of languages.
The ice is blue, long time no see.
Ah! That's great, you know, has met the acquaintance here again.
And then, we hear Bei Bei speak a word, all people stay there.
Bei Bei opens the door for me at the sound carelessly, has wrapped up a shower cap on the head, aprons are being enclosed, struggling with the soot in the kitchen. I imagination 100 expect Bei Bei to see Su Yang with such image either, have repentant purpose suddenly, this girl will be sure to treat me as afterwards the faggots have been split.
It is being distracted there that Bei Bei is waving the slice, the expression has been solidified for a long time, that kind of expression that can't be believed, then drip the great tears that dripped greatly. I see the lip that she trembled, nothing can be said out.
Xiao Cheng vies for the slice that has gone in Bei Bei's hands.
Su Yang stood dully there, for a long time for a long time, suddenly embraced Bei Bei once in one's arms. Without languages, does not need languages, in ten years, how many ten years are there in life? How to send a few words?
Bei Bei has been brought too to our city, we were together at last.
Because my father behaved well but given reduction of sentence, I will go back to see him if having time, sometimes Xiao Cheng will accompany me to go together.
I write to father.
Dear father, are you OK?
For a long time, it is so gentle and happy and over that I do not have, perhaps this's the life. I always wished eagerly to grow the love of life and death vigorously in the past. Young soldier and I make and look for in the correctly mutual torment to the mutual sincerity earthshakingly, think about it now, life have so complicated, let us preceded name of the love complicate just actually. Mutual trust is so important.
Cheng Xiao three years younger than me, this whether I hesitate too, I think he getting simple a child of picture sometimes, the environment of the hospital is very simple too, his family is very simple too, including his emotion to me is very simple. With him I think it very serene, but I do not know whether this is love, I am very afraid that will injure to his simplicity by oneself. Sometimes I think I am a person with amentia, perverse and irritable, it is true to fear, perhaps relate to my experience, it can be by forgiving me as before that I become desolately in years after not knowing, the ones that do not know how to ask together with me are passing. Those passing to leave very heavy scar at heart of me, I think to desolate to it becomes to be unfair like this always, so I am unable to accept his love calmly.
Dad, I do not know how to do, there should be a resolution in everything, go on like this, not fine to me to him, but I fear in the face of such resolution again.
Bless me, my father.
The ice is blue
The replying in letter of my father.
The dear one is blue:
Hello. Hearing from you, I am happy and anxious. The happy one is that your life left and got on the right track at last, is afraid you did not see future clearly, have made decision carelessly.
My father has been hoping all the time you can be happy, has hoped that there is a person that can bring the happiness to you. Two people are born by a kind of responsibility and one kind together. Cheng Xiao child I this see expression in one's eyes of him limpid, think from him your expression in one's eyes I can feel his care to you, in fact, age is out of question, it may not be a bad thing to be simple. If you think that it is happy gentle disposition to stay with him, then, why not allow such happy peace and continue?
Blue, my father has been thinking all the time that has been unfair to you, has fail to give to a happy family of your since childhooded, a succession of things then appeared again later, fail to let you savour the warmth of the familied, but has faced the separate forever pressure with the society too early. Your individual character is too strong, unwilling to bow, in fact very fragile at heart, just making great efforts to protect oneself, can't know and protect you without a murmur unless really seeing through the persons of your inner world, forbearing and conciliatory, you.
In the past when you were with young soldier, I will be indistinct and anxious, that child had sharp and cold and detached sight, bringing animosity, I know you are in love each other, but not enough that families only has love, you are two children losing it, take pity on and torment each other each other. In fact, the impact on people of the family is very important.
Blue, my father has been blessing you. Choose, then bear, I believe you can do very well. I believe too you will have a happy family. Treasure, have now, cast aside passing all. You are the most simple child in father's eyes, have firm perseverance to the love, believe that the same too in Xiao Cheng's eyes.
My father
I sit by the window reading, I read gently.
Even at your side, I am missing all the time.
Xiao Cheng has put down the painting brush in the hand, suddenly said to me, blue, let's get married.
Without flowers, without good wine, there are no rings, there are no all painstaking forms, escape one's lips so naturally, but I know, this will be a commitment all one's life.
And then give me some time, OK? I have a kind of baffled fear to the marriage.
Xiao Cheng is kissing my forehead, don't worry, I should be as you know, I love you, competent.
This is Xiao Cheng's the first time to talk about the love to me.
Cheng Xiao the all over sunflower bright in luster is painted, turn on luxuriantly then at the wall of bedroom in me, then beautiful, so full of vitality. This is a thing that he agreed without thinking three years ago, now, let me have one's face covered with tears.
Who says this is not a kind of happiness? There is no terrifying waves, but happy indistinctly in my heart. Perhaps people have no fault, the emotion done little by little without a break could be meaningful.
This is Xiao Cheng's the first time to tell me in that case, curiously, I do not feel sickening at all. Having really accepted this man slowly, perhaps, has already fallen in love with him, I do not know.
Should let Bei Bei be greatly surprised, I am too impatient to wait.
Part four
Chapter 19 Happy life (1) of the evil spirit Bei Bei
Not waiting for him to finish saying yet, the small soldier has already gone to by me, he is looking at me with smile with that pair of eyes that can vary countless kinds of languages.
The ice is blue, long time no see.
Ah! That's great, you know, has met the acquaintance here again.
And then, we hear Bei Bei speak a word, all people stay there.
Bei Bei opens the door for me at the sound carelessly, has wrapped up a shower cap on the head, aprons are being enclosed, struggling with the soot in the kitchen. I imagination 100 expect Bei Bei to see Su Yang with such image either, have repentant purpose suddenly, this girl will be sure to treat me as afterwards the faggots have been split.
It is being distracted there that Bei Bei is waving the slice, the expression has been solidified for a long time, that kind of expression that can't be believed, then drip the great tears that dripped greatly. I see the lip that she trembled, nothing can be said out.
Xiao Cheng vies for the slice that has gone in Bei Bei's hands.
Su Yang stood dully there, for a long time for a long time, suddenly embraced Bei Bei once in one's arms. Without languages, does not need languages, in ten years, how many ten years are there in life? How to send a few words?
Bei Bei has been brought too to our city, we were together at last.
Because my father behaved well but given reduction of sentence, I will go back to see him if having time, sometimes Xiao Cheng will accompany me to go together.
I write to father.
Dear father, are you OK?
For a long time, it is so gentle and happy and over that I do not have, perhaps this's the life. I always wished eagerly to grow the love of life and death vigorously in the past. Young soldier and I make and look for in the correctly mutual torment to the mutual sincerity earthshakingly, think about it now, life have so complicated, let us preceded name of the love complicate just actually. Mutual trust is so important.
Cheng Xiao three years younger than me, this whether I hesitate too, I think he getting simple a child of picture sometimes, the environment of the hospital is very simple too, his family is very simple too, including his emotion to me is very simple. With him I think it very serene, but I do not know whether this is love, I am very afraid that will injure to his simplicity by oneself. Sometimes I think I am a person with amentia, perverse and irritable, it is true to fear, perhaps relate to my experience, it can be by forgiving me as before that I become desolately in years after not knowing, the ones that do not know how to ask together with me are passing. Those passing to leave very heavy scar at heart of me, I think to desolate to it becomes to be unfair like this always, so I am unable to accept his love calmly.
Dad, I do not know how to do, there should be a resolution in everything, go on like this, not fine to me to him, but I fear in the face of such resolution again.
Bless me, my father.
The ice is blue
The replying in letter of my father.
The dear one is blue:
Hello. Hearing from you, I am happy and anxious. The happy one is that your life left and got on the right track at last, is afraid you did not see future clearly, have made decision carelessly.
My father has been hoping all the time you can be happy, has hoped that there is a person that can bring the happiness to you. Two people are born by a kind of responsibility and one kind together. Cheng Xiao child I this see expression in one's eyes of him limpid, think from him your expression in one's eyes I can feel his care to you, in fact, age is out of question, it may not be a bad thing to be simple. If you think that it is happy gentle disposition to stay with him, then, why not allow such happy peace and continue?
Blue, my father has been thinking all the time that has been unfair to you, has fail to give to a happy family of your since childhooded, a succession of things then appeared again later, fail to let you savour the warmth of the familied, but has faced the separate forever pressure with the society too early. Your individual character is too strong, unwilling to bow, in fact very fragile at heart, just making great efforts to protect oneself, can't know and protect you without a murmur unless really seeing through the persons of your inner world, forbearing and conciliatory, you.
In the past when you were with young soldier, I will be indistinct and anxious, that child had sharp and cold and detached sight, bringing animosity, I know you are in love each other, but not enough that families only has love, you are two children losing it, take pity on and torment each other each other. In fact, the impact on people of the family is very important.
Blue, my father has been blessing you. Choose, then bear, I believe you can do very well. I believe too you will have a happy family. Treasure, have now, cast aside passing all. You are the most simple child in father's eyes, have firm perseverance to the love, believe that the same too in Xiao Cheng's eyes.
My father
I sit by the window reading, I read gently.
Even at your side, I am missing all the time.
Xiao Cheng has put down the painting brush in the hand, suddenly said to me, blue, let's get married.
Without flowers, without good wine, there are no rings, there are no all painstaking forms, escape one's lips so naturally, but I know, this will be a commitment all one's life.
And then give me some time, OK? I have a kind of baffled fear to the marriage.
Xiao Cheng is kissing my forehead, don't worry, I should be as you know, I love you, competent.
This is Xiao Cheng's the first time to talk about the love to me.
Cheng Xiao the all over sunflower bright in luster is painted, turn on luxuriantly then at the wall of bedroom in me, then beautiful, so full of vitality. This is a thing that he agreed without thinking three years ago, now, let me have one's face covered with tears.
Who says this is not a kind of happiness? There is no terrifying waves, but happy indistinctly in my heart. Perhaps people have no fault, the emotion done little by little without a break could be meaningful.
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